Cryptic, but obvious

I knew this day would come. Well, days, actually. I feel a bit like I’m losing her. I’m happy for her and happy about where she’s going instead, even if it is a bit ‘queer’. But still. I know I haven’t always been there for her, physically – I’ve always been there when she needs me. But now my circumstances changed and I’m able to be there more, and have some excellent times. But I have to share her now. I’m not saying I want her all to myself, because I don’t think either of us could deal with that, lol, but her new ‘place’ supposed to be a stronger bond than mine, and I feel a bit threatened. Even if I get on with this new ‘place’, fairly well, I think. He’s a cool place. Okay, I’m starting to mix my crypitc cover words with the ones I really mean, so I’ll leave it there. I know you’ll read this (Well I bloody hope you read my blog, bitch!) But don’t tell me or make it obvious that it’s changed the way we work or you will rework how we work now it’s changed. Okay, now I’m even confusing myself.

Night

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